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There's always a reason why people from the past doesn't make it to your future...
when you realize who matters, who never did, who won’t anymore, and who always will.

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Saturday, January 30, 2010 // 9:03 AM

AHHHHHH... I need to vent my anger somewhere!!!
And i think this is the onli place i can do it without having to disturb anyone...

I HATE PMS!!!! I SERIOUSLY IS!!!
STUPID PMS.. IDIOT PMS!!!
Maybe me have mood swing tt i dislike...
ROARSSSSSSS....

HATE WHAT I AM NOW.. SUPER IDIOTIC.. MAKE PPL DISLIKE ME... =(
i AM SUPER TIRED TODAY BUT I CANT SLP...
Y Y Y.. Y MUST I BE MAD... WHEN I CAN JUS HACK CARE AND TELL MYSELF THIS IS NONE OF MY BUSINESS...
JUS HATE IT WHEN I CARES ALOT FOR A PERSON..
THE MORE I CARE THE MORE SELF-CENTERED I AM..
I WANT TO CONTROL MYSELF I REALLY WAN TO..
I KEEP TELLING MYSELF TO STOP BUT I DUNNO WHY I CANT...
THIS IS NO GD I NOE.. i REALLY DO...
i DUN WAN TO REPEAT THE SAME MISTAKE..
PPL JUS IGNORE ME .. I THINK I AM CRAZY...

Jus hate this kind of feeling.. should not tok more.. Think the more i think the more i can't let go it..
And i dunno y.. I dislike ppl asking me abt "him"
Always make me feel so uneasy answering their ques..
isn't it obvious to even ask???
Nvm...

Working is so tiring today.. I guess i will start my complaining here too to avoid hurting ppl's ears...
My back and shoulder is aching.. i think i am really old...
Being running from 2nd floor to 12th floor and then to 13th floor...
The whole evening... pushing heavy trolleys up and down wif unbalance flooring.. zzz
Running from room to room, sweat like hell even when cust is complaining tt the air-con is too cold...
To move the heavy lady susan... And tot i can finish my hectic day by 11pm and who noe.. I can onli go at 12am.. =(
Wait for them to cab home tog and they jus took their own grandmother time.. and can onli reach home at 1245..

And here i am complaining and complaining.. Dun think i will struck 4-D man..
WAT A DAY...

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I will and i must..
Learn to have more confident
and learn to trust myself more...