Sunday, September 6, 2009 // 4:06 AM
AHHH!! Sometimes i really hate myself!!
I cant even how to control my own feeling.. Letting stupid feeling controlled my day, my life!!
I HATE THIS FEELING!! I think i hate myself more..
Wat a selfish, idiot sister, daughter, friend i am.. All i think is myself..
Broke every promised i made to them... Even the promises i made to myself.. So damn *f***up wif myself!!!!!!!!
Y is my heart feeling so empty, so heavy...
Y am i feeling feverish...
Can anyone slap hard on my face and wake me up?!
I got to get over this soon.. I noe i have to.......
( In case anyone think tt i am referring to him.. Am not.. )
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I see no colour, no future...
I think i am scare...
I cant even how to control my own feeling.. Letting stupid feeling controlled my day, my life!!
I HATE THIS FEELING!! I think i hate myself more..
Wat a selfish, idiot sister, daughter, friend i am.. All i think is myself..
Broke every promised i made to them... Even the promises i made to myself.. So damn *f***up wif myself!!!!!!!!
Y is my heart feeling so empty, so heavy...
Y am i feeling feverish...
Can anyone slap hard on my face and wake me up?!
I got to get over this soon.. I noe i have to.......
( In case anyone think tt i am referring to him.. Am not.. )
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.
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I see no colour, no future...
I think i am scare...