Tuesday, July 7, 2009 // 8:37 PM
Emo sick..
Getting kinda emo again this few days.. Hais..
Think i need to find some direction in my life now.. I am a very task orientated person..
I need goals and work hard towards it..
To study or not??
If yes wat to study??
To work or not??
If yes work as??
AHHHH!!! My brain gonna explode soon.. =(
Really envy ppl who can do and study the things tt they really like..
If onli i can.. But its not up to me to decide.. Every decision i made is not purely for myself..
I need to think really hard whats the best fro everyone now...
Think this is part of e cause to my slpless nite.. Ytd even worst.. Think i doze off at 4 plus.. Super awake @ 8am.. Sick..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Its really sucks man!!!
I need to find myself back quickly.....
Where is the happy jacq..



Think i need to find some direction in my life now.. I am a very task orientated person..
I need goals and work hard towards it..
To study or not??
If yes wat to study??
To work or not??
If yes work as??
AHHHH!!! My brain gonna explode soon.. =(
Really envy ppl who can do and study the things tt they really like..
If onli i can.. But its not up to me to decide.. Every decision i made is not purely for myself..
I need to think really hard whats the best fro everyone now...
Think this is part of e cause to my slpless nite.. Ytd even worst.. Think i doze off at 4 plus.. Super awake @ 8am.. Sick..
Hate this kind of feeling.. Its really sucks man!!!
I need to find myself back quickly.....
Where is the happy jacq..



I wan to run to somewhere
far far away...
far far away...