Thursday, May 7, 2009 // 6:24 AM
Changes
Today is still ok cos i am at work.. Not busy.. Laughing ard wif friends..
But still.. i think i am still wearing a happy mask.. cos my heart isn't all happy..
Sad.. heart-broken.. din noe someone can change tt lot.. 32 mth tog.. many memorise i wanna to forget but still its too much for me to even forget.. He used to be the prefect guy i am looking for.. But now.. He became someone tt isn't worth for me to cry for.. sad cos i am e onli one sad here.. E onli one who cant get on wif my life.. Why??
Li's sis asked me tt day if i regreted askin for a brk up.. i think my ans is a yes.. seems like i din noe i love him tt much.. i tot i was going to give up.. silly me.. I want to get on to my life.. but i am like stuck at here alone..
maybe there is no love in him for me.. Maybe i am jus someone tt is not worth for him to rmb.. nvm.. i noe its over.. really over between us.. Its time i learn to let go.. xuan.. i noe how u feel now when u broke off wif dennis le.. no one will understand it until u are really in e shoe of me..
tired.. sicky.. shall go slp.. hope its not anyother slpless nite..
Nitex my friends.. thanks for all the concern.. really appreciate it..
Love u all.. muacks!!
But still.. i think i am still wearing a happy mask.. cos my heart isn't all happy..
Sad.. heart-broken.. din noe someone can change tt lot.. 32 mth tog.. many memorise i wanna to forget but still its too much for me to even forget.. He used to be the prefect guy i am looking for.. But now.. He became someone tt isn't worth for me to cry for.. sad cos i am e onli one sad here.. E onli one who cant get on wif my life.. Why??
Li's sis asked me tt day if i regreted askin for a brk up.. i think my ans is a yes.. seems like i din noe i love him tt much.. i tot i was going to give up.. silly me.. I want to get on to my life.. but i am like stuck at here alone..
maybe there is no love in him for me.. Maybe i am jus someone tt is not worth for him to rmb.. nvm.. i noe its over.. really over between us.. Its time i learn to let go.. xuan.. i noe how u feel now when u broke off wif dennis le.. no one will understand it until u are really in e shoe of me..
tired.. sicky.. shall go slp.. hope its not anyother slpless nite..
Nitex my friends.. thanks for all the concern.. really appreciate it..
Love u all.. muacks!!